The Noble Pagan Forums - So....how do you feel?

I thought I would open up a thread where people can define, describe and share how they feel or how they feel about their day via song lyrics.

So far this is how I feel today....(but in a GOOD way).

Song: Amoeba
Band : Flesh Field


I destroyed you to protect you from all the things I never want to be.
I ruined you so I could ruin me.
No guilt, no sympathy for me.

Self destruction never seemed so beautiful.
Anesthesia only hides what won’t die.

I never climbed so high.
But I only had further to fall.
I never asked myself why.
I never gave it any thought at all.

I need to separate, to divide,
Before I take you down with me.
Perhaps I’m too sick to pray, or not sick enough to.
It’s too late for me.

There’s nothing I can do to save you from me.
Forget everything you are and forgive me.

C.S.

<----Spooder says not to worry....it still early in the day.....

Manic Monday by The Bangles

Six o'clock already
I was just in the middle of a dream
I was kissin' Valentino
By a crystal blue Italian stream
But I can't be late
'Cause then I guess I just won't get paid
These are the days
When you wish your bed was already made

It's just another manic Monday
I wish it was Sunday
'Cause that's my funday
My I don't have to runday
It's just another manic Monday

Have to catch an early train
Got to be to work by nine
And if I had an air-o-plane
I still couldn't make it on time
'Cause it takes me so long
Just to figure out what I'm gonna wear
Blame it on the train
But the boss is already there

All of the nights
Why did my lover have to pick last night
To get down
Doesn't it matter
That I have to feed the both of us
Employment's down
He tells me in his bedroom voice
C'mon honey, let's go make some noise
Time it goes so fast
When you're having fun

C.S.

Down With the Sickness - Disturbed.

(Can you feel that?)
(Oh shit)
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Drowning deep in my sea of loathing
Broken your servant I kneel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems what's left of my human side
Is slowly changing ... in me
(Will you give in to me?)

Looking at my own reflection
When suddenly it changes
Violently it changes
Oh no, There is no turning back now
You've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

I can see inside you, the sickness is rising
Don't try to deny what you feel
(Will you give in to me?)
It seems that all that was good has died
And is decaying in me
(Will you give in to me?)

It seems you're having some trouble
In dealing with these changes
Living with these changes
Oh no, the world is a scary place
Now that you've woken up the demon ... in me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Madness is the gift, that has been given to me

And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream
And when I dream!!!!
No mommy, don't do it again
Don't do it again
I'll be a good boy
I'll be a good boy, I promise
No mommy don't hit me Oh-oohh
Why did you have to hit me like that mommy?
Don't do it! You're hurting me Oh-oohh!
Why did you have to be such a bitch?
Why don't you,
Why don't you fuck off and die?
Why can't you just fuck off and die?
Why can't you just leave here and die?
Never stick your hand in my face again bitch
FUCK YOU!!!
I don't need this shit
You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore
Would you like to see how it feels mommy?
Here it comes, get ready to die!

Ooh ah ah ah ah!
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
Open up your hate, and let it flow into me
Get up, come on get down with the sickness
You mother get up
Come on get down with the sickness
You fucker get up
Come on get down with the sickness
Mad-ness has now come over me

Pick a verse ... pretty much sums it up for today.

Serenity
Godsmack

As I sit here and slowly close my eyes
I take another deep breath
And feel the wind pass through my body
I'm the one in your soul
Reflecting inner light
Protect the ones who hold you
Cradling your inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Tragic visions slowly stole my life
Tore away everything
Cheating me out of my time
I'm the one who loves you
No matter wrong or right
And every day I hold you
I hold you with my inner child

I need serenity
In a place where I can hide
I need serenity
Nothing changes, days go by

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to control

Where do we go when we just don't know
And how do we relight the flame when it's cold
Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing
And when will we learn to contro

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The Warning
by Nine Inch Nails ( NIN )



Some say it was a warning

Some say it was a sign

I was standing right there

When it came down from the sky

The way it spoke to us

We felt it from inside

Said it was up to us

Up to us to decide



You've become a virus

That's eating up its host

We've been watching you with all of our eyes

And what you seem to value most

So much potential, or so we used to say

Your greed, self-importance and your arrogance

You piss it all away



We heard a cry

We've come to intervene

You will change your ways

And you will make amends

Or we will wipe this place clean



Your time is tick-tick-ticking away

Less Than Three (OMG!)
by goshadole (?)

Oh, I just can't wait to get home from school,
So I can get online and talk with my boyfriend!

Here I am online again,
Stay up and wait for your I-M.
A cyber-date, boy, here I am,
I'm waiting just for you!

E-cards, chats, and mail direct, [that's right]
Just a click and we'll connect. [oh yeah]
You're so funny, here we go. [here we go]
R-O-F-L-M-A-O

Less-than-three,
You love me,
Typing out my fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [oh yeah]

Less-than-three,
O-M-G,
Love, computer fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [here we go]

Comic Sans and Arial,
Forward jokes, hysterical.
Blinking .gifs that bounce and glow
Your web page is so cu-,
Cu-cute, cute, cute.

E-cards, chats, and mail direct, [that's right]
Just a click and we'll connect. [oh yeah]
You're so funny, here we go. [here we go]
R-O-F-L-M-A-O

Less-than-three,
You love me,
Typing out my fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [oh yeah]

Less-than-three,
O-M-G,
Love, computer fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [here we go]

Less-than-three,
You love me,
Typing out my fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [oh yeah]

Less-than-three,
O-M-G,
Love, computer fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [here we go]

Less-than-three,
You love me, me,
You love, you love,
You love me, me.
Meet me, meet me, I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L
O-M-O-M-O-M-G
Love, computer fantasy,
Meet me, meet me, I-R-C.
L-O-L-O-L

Less-than-three,
You love me,
Typing out my fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [oh yeah]

Less-than-three,
O-M-G,
Love, computer fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [here we go]

Less-than-three,
You love me,
Typing out my fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [oh yeah]

Less-than-three,
O-M-G,
Love, computer fantasy.
Meet me here on I-R-C,
L-O-L-O-L. [here we go]
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(it's not so much the content of the song itself as it is the upbeat quality of this technojunky remix that is defining my day so far).

C.S.

I know it's hard to tell how mixed up you feel
Hoping what you need is behind every door
Each time you get hurt, I don't want you to change
Because everyone has hopes, you're human after all
The feeling sometimes, wishing you were someone else
Feeling as though you never belong
This feeling is not sadness, this feeling is not joy
I truly understand. Please, don't cry now

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate;
For all the hurt that you feel,
The world is just illusion, trying to change you

Being like you are
Well this is something else, who would comprehend?
But some that do, lay claim
Divine purpose blesses them
That's not what I believe, and it doesn't matter anyway
A part of your soul ties you to the next world
Or maybe to the last, but I'm still not sure
But what I do know, is to us the world is different
As we are to the world but I guess you would know that

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change;
For all the hurt that you feel,
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you

Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, please don't leave here
I don't want you to hate for all the hurt that you feel
The world is just illusion trying to change you
Please don't go, I want you to stay
I'm begging you please, oh please don't leave here
I don't want you to change;
For all the hurt that you feel,
This world is just illusion, always trying to change you

VNV Nation- Illusion

__________________

Kiss me I’m Irish
I am the Wild Rover
My eyes they are smiling
And I’m seldom sober
I like my whiskey
And I love to dance
So if you’re feeling as lucky as me
Take a chance…
And kiss me I’m Irish

Gaelic Storm- Kiss Me I'm Irish

The Day The World Went Away
-NIN (Nine Inch Nails)



I'd listen to the words he'd say

but in his voice I heard decay

the plastic face forced to portray

all the insides left cold and gray

there is a place that still remains

it eats the fear it eats the pain

the sweetest price he'll have to pay

the day the whole world went away


C.S.

Schism
By: Tool

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away
Mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing,
Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion
Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication
The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so
We cannot see to reach an end crippling our communication.

I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down
No fault, none to blame it doesnt mean I dont desire to
Point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over.
To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communication.

The poetry that comes from the squaring off between,
And the circling is worth it.
Finding beauty in the dissonance.

There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away.
Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting
Ive done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing
Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communication

Cold silence has a tendency to atrophy any sense of compassion

Between supposed lovers
Between supposed lovers.

And I know the pieces fit.

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